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I'm 4 months unemployed with benefits,i was working as guard in women clothe store,but the company was pretty bad,very low salary,no payed some things,6/7 per week,with no personal time for anything else.

I faced during covid too many restrictions and pressure.also too much gossip,slandering,backbiting,negative criticizing,alright i'm a guy with AVPD and suffering from loneliness,low self esteem and lack of self confidence.

I retired,couldn't afford all this workplace,felt into severe depression and severe anxiety,i found a job as guard again into a vaccination center,but last december my contract ended and boss didn't renew me,so i left unemployed.

I have severe anxiety if will find a new job,more joyful and creative,but for now nothing serious,opportunities and offers doesn't come yet.

I don't want again to work as guard,it's such a boring,dangerous sometimes,low salary job and you stuck for years in same low salary.