I'ts been so long since I've been in a relationship......and sometimes I feel I am just living in the wake of every girl I ever loved or had the slightest crush on........WHY, they all just tossed me away like trash, I dont think i could ever love again..........and getting back out there is near impossible but one day maybe i dont fing know........seems hopeless...im tired of it....but.....just be alone.....forever....(grabs head) makes no sense......there must be someone for me somewhere.....i keep thinking i could have been more for them, i could have been more, done more,anything........its been 7 years since my last romance and I am embaressed and ashamed.........its pathetic.....and im pathetic........just need help....advice.....??????