Ever since I decide to get help, I have been trying to get a better understanding of what my condition maybe. When i was first diagnosed I was to much in denial to analyze my behavior. This leads me to my question, what effect does adreniline have on mood. I was sitting around waiting for my wife to come home last night so I could go to work. I was really blah feeling, restless and unhappy. After 15 mins. or so I could feel my energy building quickly. My mind was clear of unessacary chatter, I felt good, really good. My energy level kept growing. I didn't have trouble rembering anything and was very self assured. When i got home and started talking to my wife, I noticed that i was talking even faster than her (trust me thats saying alot).It got to the point where i was tripping over my words. But before to long I could feel myself sliding back down, even though I tried despertly not to. I'm not sure why i wrote this post, I guess that I am full of questions but I dont know what I'm looking for. Now I've gone and tangled my self up, maybe i think to much. I don't know. Sorry if this post seems convaluted, I'm just confused.