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Apr 27, 2009, 09:53 AM
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Member Since: Apr 2009
Location: UK
Posts: 16
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I'm 18 years old and addicted to alcohol and fags. The smoking doesn't bother me so much although i would like to stop. But it's the alcohol, it's ruining my life! I'm becoming something i hate. I'm losing friends and nobody seems to even realise what my problem is. But i wont tell anyone because it's too embarising. I need drink when i wake up. At lunch and in the evening when i usually get drunk. It's affecting my sleep, i can't even get 2 hours a night anymore. I never have any money because it all goes on drink and fags.
i can't stop on my own, ive tried and it actually made me feel really ill and at one point it felt like i was going to die and i couldn't stop shaking. So i just gave in and reached for the nearest bottle to fix it. It's been like this for about 1 year. Will i need to get help stopping or do you think i should try again on my own-and if not, where do i go for help? and what would it be like? i'm losing my life here 
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