I had a beautiful dream last night about attachment. I was following T (luck a duck follows her MOm) and then we were in T and I laid down on the couch and let my arm hang down. T took my hand and held it because I was afraid. When I woke up this morning I felt so safe that I wanted to go back to sleep so I could dream it again-LOL.
I told T the dream today and we talked about it a a little. I told him about how when my son was little, and anxious he used to sleep in his sleeping bag next to my side of the bed and I used to hang my arm down so he could hold my hand. <3
T said, in your dream you were the child and I said, yes and you were the Mom! We ended the session both of us with huge smiles on our faces. Right now, for today, I AM SECURELY ATTACHED, AND DAMN IT FEELS SO GOOD. WOOOOOO HOOOOOOOO