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May 23, 2009, 06:26 PM
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Member Since: May 2009
Location: California
Posts: 115
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Originally Posted by Starbuck1128
Hi:
You are in a tough spot. I feel for you. Especailly about the flashbacks. I am the frakkin' queen of flashbacks. I am here for you if you ever want to talk. Just PM me. PSTD is one of the worst things I deal with. I've had to change T's like 4 times this year becuz of Insurances, so I can totally relate. It's the time befor ethe change that is the worst, the worrying , etc, but remember if you don't get a good fit, you can move on to the next one. I had to do that twice and now I've got a real sweetheart and am on the best meds and I am feeling better than I have in 8 years. So there is hope! I know it doesn't seem like it now, but there is hope beyond the flashbacks. Just keep talking/posting it'll help.
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Hi Star! Thanks so much for your words. Living with PTSD is a Hell on Earth. Two days ago, in addition to my physical pain, I had a panick attack which got me to the ER. There, in addition to all the tests they did, they had me on morphine for quite a few hours, and fed me through IV...since I haven't eaten and drank water for a few days. Right now, they put me on Lorazepam and they scheduled an appointment with a new T for next week, Wednesday. We'll see how it goes. 
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