would like to ask you guys about time,

time has felt distorted for couple of years, recently flashbacks have been feeling like a parallel time running alongside, rather than images that come & go, been thinking mayb that's why i've felt like a stranger for so long, homesick feeling, feeling like i miss myself, mayb i'm not really in this time, mayb that's why i've felt like a passenger in this body, could i really actually still b there, trapped in a timewarp, im confused over what is real, is this normal?,

passing of time feels like a con, like ive discovered it doesnt really exist as we thought, warped, or is it me?