I just had to briefly talk about my experiences with life and where I want to go in the near furture, what I want to do with my life. I got quite scared, because I had to talk a little about my past and why I ended up in this place, but it was okay. They were all lovely about it.... They want to interview me about my experiences, how I ended up here and all taht sort of stuff. I'm so scared that I'll get upset again. It's only little kids interviewing me, but comic relief want to interview me to add my life story into some of their promo work...

The two main people from comic relief, both came to me and said "Kirsten... You're such an inspiration to these people. You seem so persuasive and compassionate and like you just want to help everybody else, pass your skills onto other people. You're so articulate with what you say and you seem so passionate about everything that you say and just the way you talk about things is so powerful and it really hits home". Wow. I've never had anyone that hardly knows me, who's heard a little bit about me, IRL, say something like that to me. I almost cried. I felt so welcomed by those two people who hardly know me, I felt so... Well. Like I am a good person, like I do deserve good things to happen to me...

But then those voices in my head came back and told me that no, they're lying... They seemed so kind and so caring. I don't deserve people to be so nice to me, do I?