Yeah that would do it. I've done similar things. I've called 911 before telling them I was going to kill myself. I really was. Thank God that phase of my life is over. I don't mean 'phase' as in trivializing it. it was very depressing and difficult time of my life just phase as in it seems to have phased out.

I hope it works that way for you too. that it phases out. Hospitals are not nice places to be, especially for extended periods of time. Do you have the number to your local suicide hotline? That is a place you can call saying you want to kill yourself and they won't necessarily call 911 on you, they'll try to talk you through it first. If you need a number let me know I'll look it up for you.

Love and Hugs,
Tara