I did go. And it was unbelieveable scary. She asked lots of questions while I just sat there crying and trying to keep up. I was really scared the whole time but she kept at me saying things like you have to want this and you need to speak to me and so on.

I was too distraught to say this yesterday because afterwards i just felt so drained. Like I'd poured out my life and yet I was only in there for 15 mins.

She put me on some medication, just gave it to me right there. Didn't even have to get a script yet. So i'm not sure what is going on there.

She wants me to see psychiatrist but the lady is really booked out and so I'm just coming back to see the normal doctor. She is nice but a bit abrupt but I think I like that. I have to go back next week. She says I have to speak to her. But I don't know what to say. She wanted to know what I was thinking and how I was feeling but its really hard to say it out loud. I'm just really really scared.