Hello xbubu, it's nice to meet you, welcome to psych central.
We can't diagnose you here, can you talk to your doctor about what is going on with you. I don't know how long you were in therapy but therapy takes a while to really make a big difference and maybe you were with the wrong therapist, you might want to consider giving it another try.
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