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Jul 10, 2009, 01:26 AM
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I used to go to therapy for a few things until i realized that they were no help at all and didn't do much for me. I don't know when it start and how it started. All i know is i get depressed frequently and at times out of control to the point that I don't even know why I'm crying all day for.What i realized the weirdest thing about myself is finding myself locking every doors or windows there is in the house then lock my room door everyday b4 i'm about to take a nap or sleep... even when i know that i'm home alone. If i don't lock everything my heart starts pounding and i get nervous, i thought i was just freaking out for nothing in the begining until i end up doing the same thing over and over again. and at times my rooms look extremely messy to me just because a few object is out of place in my room, i get so fruastrated to the point i spend at least 3-4 hours just to clean my room and make sure everything is in place... sad thing is my room is not as big..... and lastly i stop going out because i have a thought of anyone i meet and anyone i know is goint to screw me over at one point or another, and when i'm in the public i always feel like a certain person is laughing at me when i know for sure what she/he is talking about has nothing to do with me, I mean i just look like any 18 yr old girl that's obsessed with fashion & make up. but why am i so paranoid? I'm so scared to tell anyone about this, i don't want anyone to think i'm crazy but yet i don't know what's going on with me and don't know what to do. someone help..
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Jul 10, 2009, 10:46 AM
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Hello xbubu, it's nice to meet you, welcome to psych central.
 We can't diagnose you here, can you talk to your doctor about what is going on with you. I don't know how long you were in therapy but therapy takes a while to really make a big difference and maybe you were with the wrong therapist, you might want to consider giving it another try.  If you have any questions about the site feel free to private message any community liaison or moderator, here is a link to a list of forum leaders. http://forums.psychcentral.com/showgroups.php
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Jul 14, 2009, 02:51 PM
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thank you for replying :]
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Jul 14, 2009, 03:28 PM
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(((((xbubu))))) Welcome to PC.
If you deside to go back to the doctor, which I think is a good idea, I would print out this post and take it with you. You have done a great job of getting your feeling typed out and this should help your doctor understand how you are feeling. Good luck, we are here for you.
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