who are you inside of me?
how can I set you free?
I see you through thick mist
why do you exist?
yesterday I did not know
not even your age under the rainbow
at night someone whispered in my ear
words I have longed to hear
now I am scared and afraid
in need of instant aid
17 years old... oh is that really so?
I cannot help but feeling low
what is true and what is not?
all the things I forgot
confusion all around
feel I am losing ground
how am I suppose to live each day
now that you are here to stay...?
anxiety firmly grabbing a hold of me
tension building up as I feel ready to flee

sorry... couldn't find it in me to write in any other way... so it had to be poetry... I had to get it out somehow...



/daynnight