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Old Jul 11, 2009, 03:50 PM
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who are you inside of me?
how can I set you free?
I see you through thick mist
why do you exist?
yesterday I did not know
not even your age under the rainbow
at night someone whispered in my ear
words I have longed to hear
now I am scared and afraid
in need of instant aid
17 years old... oh is that really so?
I cannot help but feeling low
what is true and what is not?
all the things I forgot
confusion all around
feel I am losing ground
how am I suppose to live each day
now that you are here to stay...?
anxiety firmly grabbing a hold of me
tension building up as I feel ready to flee

sorry... couldn't find it in me to write in any other way... so it had to be poetry... I had to get it out somehow...



/daynnight

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Old Jul 11, 2009, 03:57 PM
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Thank you daynnight,

What you said and how you said it, was just right for me. It deeply resonated within me. Something familiar, yet new for me to contemplate. Thanks.
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Old Jul 11, 2009, 04:04 PM
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Old Jul 11, 2009, 04:06 PM
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Your words speak volumes
Beautiful
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Old Jul 12, 2009, 04:08 AM
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Thank you daynnight,

What you said and how you said it, was just right for me. It deeply resonated within me. Something familiar, yet new for me to contemplate. Thanks.

Do you feel as confused as I do...? I'm sort of "exited" to learn more... to get to know my alter... but at the same time I feel so scared and worried. I have such a hard time really taking it all in. I know I'm pushing her away... but I don't know how to talk to or take care of her.
I've got 2 close friends with DID - to understand and be there for them and their alters - seem so much easier than to deal with my own situation.

I wish you calmness and positive days, notz!

Thank you for your reply! Feels a bit better knowing someone understands...

/daynnight
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Old Jul 12, 2009, 04:10 AM
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fuzzy & Manda.... thank you for your response!

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Old Jul 12, 2009, 04:35 AM
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who are you inside of me?
how can I set you free?
I see you through thick mist
why do you exist?
yesterday I did not know
not even your age under the rainbow
at night someone whispered in my ear
words I have longed to hear
now I am scared and afraid
in need of instant aid
17 years old... oh is that really so?
I cannot help but feeling low
what is true and what is not?
all the things I forgot
confusion all around
feel I am losing ground
how am I suppose to live each day
now that you are here to stay...?
anxiety firmly grabbing a hold of me
tension building up as I feel ready to flee

sorry... couldn't find it in me to write in any other way... so it had to be poetry... I had to get it out somehow...



/daynnight

((((((((((((((((( daynnight )))))))))))))))

l know that right now you are worried and scared, but also anxious too to get to know her. Try not to rush her sweetie she will come when she is ready and she will make it know what her needs are and why she is there. Its hard when you first learn of your diagnosis and that there are others but the confusion and the anxiety will go up and down as you and she change. The way that you have expressed your feeling and your needs describes it perfect hunny, try to keep coming here and write as much as you can. We all love you very much and we will help you to get to know her and to open the communication with her.......dont give up... you can do this and we will help..............

love to you always
Mandy and all( silentones )
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Old Jul 12, 2009, 04:42 AM
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Thank you Mandy for always being so caring and understanding! What on earth would I do without you?! Your support is so important to me!
Yes... I'm impatient... wanting to know NOW... at very same time as I'd rather just see it all go away.
I love all of you - always! Please know I'm here for you!

/N
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Old Jul 12, 2009, 04:46 AM
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Thank you Mandy for always being so caring and understanding! What on earth would I do without you?! Your support is so important to me!
Yes... I'm impatient... wanting to know NOW... at very same time as I'd rather just see it all go away.
I love all of you - always! Please know I'm here for you!

/N

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it will come and when it does we will be standing right at your side, for now hunny just remember call if you need us no matter what time of day or night
we love you too
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Old Jul 12, 2009, 06:59 AM
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Old Jul 13, 2009, 09:24 AM
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thanks for the hug, sabby!
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Old Jul 13, 2009, 11:43 AM
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nobody.
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Old Jul 13, 2009, 03:19 PM
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'everyone' is 'somebody', dear fuzzy. YOU are 'somebody' I care about along with so many others here on PC... YOU are a part of PC and YOU are our friend, fuzzy.

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