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Originally Posted by daynnight
who are you inside of me?
how can I set you free?
I see you through thick mist
why do you exist?
yesterday I did not know
not even your age under the rainbow
at night someone whispered in my ear
words I have longed to hear
now I am scared and afraid
in need of instant aid
17 years old... oh is that really so?
I cannot help but feeling low
what is true and what is not?
all the things I forgot
confusion all around
feel I am losing ground
how am I suppose to live each day
now that you are here to stay...?
anxiety firmly grabbing a hold of me
tension building up as I feel ready to flee
sorry... couldn't find it in me to write in any other way... so it had to be poetry... I had to get it out somehow...
/daynnight |
((((((((((((((((( daynnight )))))))))))))))
l know that right now you are worried and scared, but also anxious too to get to know her. Try not to rush her sweetie she will come when she is ready and she will make it know what her needs are and why she is there. Its hard when you first learn of your diagnosis and that there are others but the confusion and the anxiety will go up and down as you and she change. The way that you have expressed your feeling and your needs describes it perfect hunny, try to keep coming here and write as much as you can. We all love you very much and we will help you to get to know her and to open the communication with her.......dont give up... you can do this and we will help..............
love to you always
Mandy and all( silentones )
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