...but tonight, at approximately 11pm, I did. My grandma, more affectionately known as Grammie, passed away. It was sudden, and it was quick, and I thank God for that. But this is the first close death I've ever dealt and I'm not sure what to do. It's just weird, knowing that I'll never see her again or be able to talk to her again or play cards with her again but not really grasping it.

I love you so much Grammie, I hope you knew that. Rest in peace, I know you're in heaven...