((((bananasarecool))))

I know where you are and I understand. But it is not the answer. I hear everything you are saying. I am right there with you, but it is not okay. The depression is lying to you. You are worth everything. You are worth hearing and standing beside. We care and are here for you. If we stand together we can make it.

I know how life can be. Wanting out and wanting the pain to stop. But you can do this and win. Writing what you feel is a good thing as long as you are just writing. I know you feel alone----I understand that feeling. But you are not alone. You have all of us here pulling and standing with you. I know the pain seems so bad, so unrelenting----but together we can fight through the pain.

I know it is not easy----but you are worth the fighting. Scream it----shout it----cry it-----do whatever you need to do to hang on. I am screaming, shouting, and crying right along with you. The louder we are, the more power we have. Believe me, I know life is not fun or easy----but you are not to blame. You do not make him feel anything----he is responsible for his own feelings.

I know how hurting yourself relieves the pain but only for that instant. The pain is still there and then you have to also deal with the feelings after hurting. Please do not hurt yourself. Keep writing and reaching here. We are here for you at anytime. Scream it here and cry, we will not judge you or ridicule you. We are here to support you and walk right beside you until this storm passes.

You are not pathetic or stupid. You are in pain and have a right to your feelings. Know we are here for you and do care. Please keep posting and reaching. I am here sitting quietly next to you and reaching out my hand to you.....................................................................take it if you can and hold on. I care. Sending you gentle hugs if that is okay.

dps