I feel like a complete and total failure. It doesn't matter what I do or how hard I try I always end up getting screwed. I got into a masters program but that doesn't matter since I'm going to move there and end up running out of money. The PhD program (which I applied for) provides tuition wavers for their students, but not for their masters students. the PhD students get to spend their time working in the lab where they then again get more publications, but I have to instead end up trying to find a part time job which will take someone on a student's schedule. The PhD students get large stipends along with tuition and fee remission whereas masters students don't get any help. The few jobs available to masters students were all given out before I even knew that I have gotten in. Everyone says it is going to be fine, but in the end I know that I'm just going to end up where I don't know anyone with no money. The few jobs that I have been able to apply for have rejected me. One because I was too qualified. The one job I could apply for on campus said that it was paid, but after taking forever filling out their application and getting my references to write letters on short notice I found out that the job isn't really paid. It doesn't matter how hard I try someone always gets in ahead of me. I've been working my butt off since I was a kid but it doesn't seem to matter. All the information people give me ends up being wrong. But they don't care because it doesn't effect their lives. I'm going to end up somewhere where I don't know anyone and have no money. They are going to end up kicking me out because of unpaid bills. What is the point? But I can't stay where I am as in two weeks i don't have anywhere to live and in a week I don't have a job. I'm just meant to be a failure at everything.