Well, I just ran into my exgirlfriend (still seems weird to call her that because she is and always willbe more than that to me). The rush of feelings that I have for her rushed through me. I just wanted to reach out and hold her in my arms. It was hurtful because she didn't even acknowledge me.

I need to back off from seeing my old friend, just too many feelings to sort out. And, I think it's best that I do that on my own. I just hope that I am not letting an opportunity slip through my fingers.