Yes, people are down on me for being "too hard on him" it's because he's gone around the place moping because he knows he's in deep s--t this time and doesn't like it.

They don't like me being mad at Richard because it proves to others that they aren't looking after their residents properly and sorting things out properly. They haven't said a thing to him about it apart from being nice ot hima nd that makes me even more mad.

What do you mean by sorting it out for myself without that sort of pressure? You mean stop being hard on him? because I've already done that, i don't talk to him, or did you mean something else? Confused!

Blah. I feel sick and angry again because ---I don't even know why!!!! ARGH! I'm just mad and I hate being mad and ugh. I feel like crying What stuff would they have to protect?