Kiya,

You wanted kitty to curl up next to you...SO why not plan on kitty doing that every morning at 5am (which is less freaky than the 6 inches from your face staring thing - at least to me it is) OMG LOL no kidding!!! I just hate waking up to this towering cat inches from my face, purring and kneeding right next to my head. Like Dobby staring at Harry Potter (for any HP fans).

It is what you wanted and maybe kitty can do it now because he/she feels more comfy with you. He and I have been together 12 years this last May - and he is a huge HUGE cat. I have just a twin bed - so you know it is close quarters lol. He'd just trained me to drape my arm over his ribs (he always faces away from me), not touching each other anywhere else. And now it is like he has to be IN my skin with me. Never close enough and these days my skin is just on fire with... i don't know what - anxiety? panic?

Sometimes we have to assign new meanings to things and it will change how we perceive them. I do like this rational thought. I will work on this, ty.

PS I am sorry things are so overwhelming, I know that is really tough. I have always had some weird things about how clothes and stuff feel. It can freak me out too sometimes. OMG so do I - and tonight again i had to drive while holding the seat belt away from my body and started crying when i had to let go to make a turn. (((Leslie/pixies))))

Sending you a butterfly hug...it will just flit right past you and look pretty. That's from me to you. OMG that is the most adorable image! and back to you!

Leslie and Pixies