so, i called my sister to make sure she was okay with the fires here in los angeles getting closer to her house. we talk for a bit and then she started in on me about helping my mom more this coming week. i had finally said something to her last time we talked about her guilt trips on me. i can never do enough in her eyes and i've pretty much had it with all her pressure to help my mom when i'm sick myself and can barely do anything as it is. of course then she starts in on my health and how i'm not doing anything to get better. my sis and mom just can't accept that the doctors have done all they can to help me. all they do is constantly harass me about this to go see more doctors. it is exhausting. it really hurts to have my family show me no emotional support whatsoever as i deal with this. in fact they have made it about 10 times harder (even though my mom is helping me financially which is a huge thing). i've gotten mad at them both lately as trying to reason with them is just impossible. it's their issue but they totally try to make it mine.