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Originally Posted by Berries
(((((((((((tryingtobeme)))))))))))
I hope you are feeling a better? Are you?
How are things going with your T? Better? Worse?
Please let us know    
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No I'm not really doing any better. I have suicidal thoughts, SI, my T is out of town until this afternoon, but I don't want to call him.
I did talk to my T about my feelings for him. On that issues it's normal for this to happen and we are working with the feelings and learning more about me from them. My T is a very caring person and only wants the best for me.
My meds got change earlier this week, which could be why I'm have thoughts of ending it...IDK...not sure what I want or what to do.


Someone needs to do this

to me just to try and keep me focused. Then I have me and little me fighting

day in and day out. I wish it would just stop. she was the bad one not me, now I have to pay for it.