Thanks Sannah. Not feeling much better today tbh, I had to go have an assessment (again) and got some info on After Adoption support, which I'm kinda scared about, but I guess it's a step forward, being able to get to know others who have been adopted and their experiences. I have to go to some housing meeting or something on the 25th, which I don't really want to do, but I guess I need to...

I'm still feeling really ill today, wish I could've just stayed in bed, but I needed to get up for the damned assessment and now have a huge lump at the back of my mouth near my right wisdom tooth, even though that came through aaaaages ago. It's on the side and means I can't bite down properly, which makes eating even more difficult, so I'm trying to stick to liquids which I know isn't good, but it's better than nothing I guess.

My whole body aches, especially my jaw and I honestly don't know how much more of this I can take! It's so irritating because I can't even lie on my right side in bed which is how I'm most comfortable when trying to sleep! Didn't sleep until about 4am this morning, so woke up feeling awful. Tried drinking a cup of tea to help me feel better, but it just hurt my mouth. Gaaaahhhh!

Ugh. It's such a beautiful day outside and yet I don't even feel like going outside... I feel like hiding away, but the sun's so bright and warm and glorious that I just feel the need to go out. I know I ought to go out.

Bleh. I feel icky today