I have depression. But I feel hopeless. My husband said he has hated to be married to me. I cry all the time. I am just not happy. I am not sure where to go from here. I think I may also be bipolar but have not asked the doctor. I am so scared to and if so I do not want my husband to know. He has treated me so bad since I have had depression. He only makes it worse for me. He had done things to me where now I have trust issues with him. He is not there like he should be for me and I am not sure what to do. Do I need to talk to someone? Does my meds need to be changed? OR do I just need to leave this marriage and take care of myself for a change. Please help.