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Originally Posted by Kaika
thanks you guys, drew again tonight...I forgot my journal but felt REALLY frustrated, and didn't think it was too appropriate to vent here...I just wanted to shout out that I hate my step-dad because he makes me feel like crap, and I hate my mom for not doing anything about it, and I hate my brother for thinking there is absolutely nothing wrong with it. At the same time having half a mind to visit my step-brother and try out one of his drugs assuming he still does drugs, but then again I though he has a little girl and if at that point he still did drugs it'd be really sad and I'd rather not for the sake of the kid having at least one stable person in their life. Though, I'm not a person who would even consider drugs on a regular basis it was really more of a combination of wanting a desperate relief and probably rebellion too because my step-dad said if he ever caught my brother and I doing that he'd beat the crap out of us (and that is quoting him)
But hey, drawing pictures managed to at least take the edge off until it eventually just went away.
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Btw...forgot to say, feel free to vent here at ANY time. Seriously, we do not mind and will not judge at all. Just. If you feel the need to get something off your chest, you should go ahead and do so and you can do that here - that's what WE are here for (amongst other things)!
