Seamoods, think of depression as anabusive husband who cannot tolerate that you have any contacts except for himself. God is big time on the#¤% list with Mr. Depression and he makes sure you don't get any messages from God, even when God get yours. Don't worry too much. God is still there, and working. You just need to get better to feel it again. It's like being temprorarily deaf for a while. Huggs! And Huggs again!
(((((Thunderbear))))) I'm glad you found a way to manage the holiday so that you can look back on it and say "It wasn't so bad." good for you! did you talk to your hubby about it? Is there something that you guys can change for next year so that tha will be even better? Huggs to all three.