I guess I feel selfish because I have a Friend who is going through alot and 99 percent of me will do whatever I can to help him . I will be there for him always, His well being means the world to me. There was some stuff that happened and I got hurt emotionally, not his fault and not intentional at all, I know its not his fault at all, its not about me, its him, but sometimes I get upset saying Why Did you do this? I know sounds awful, I swear my heart forgives him, and only wants to help him. So why do I think that at all? I also feel selfish cause there are people in this world who have it much much worse.I am down on myself