Hi Tayra
I think DID comes in many forms. Like you I have memories of losing time in childhood. I have had 4 years of therapy, and it is only through this that I have discovered my various parts. Often I dont remember any of the therapy session, although I know that other parts have been present. Nights are the worst for me. If I get "stuck" in a memory, many hours can pass, although it only feels like ten minutes. During the day I function relatively normally - I go to work, have friends, etc. It has taken a long time to accept the complexity within myself, and I still have a lot of resistance. Good luck on your healing journey. Do you have a therapist?
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