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Dec 18, 2009, 08:17 PM
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Member Since: Sep 2007
Location: Colorado
Posts: 9,092
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(((((lynn))))) (((((babysteps))))))
It's really a mix of things.
I think the main thing is that my boyfriend is failing/has failed his finals. This puts a lot of things in jeopardy. For one, his degree (this may cause him not to get one at this time). I also don't know if this changes his living situation next month - if it does it changes MY living situation next month. Not to mention I love the guy and feel for him.
The living situation being up in the air (we've been looking for a roomie) has also put a lot of stress on me.
I feel very stressed to get home for christmas. I was expecting my boyfriend to come with me (and help with the driving/keep me company) but due to his cats he can't come. So I"m nervous about driving 5.5-6 hours back home tomorrow all by my lonesome.
So I guess the main thing is my boyfriend, my fears for living situation and next year's schooling (I'm afraid I"ll mess up).
When I write it out like that it doesn't seem so bad but it FEELS 10x worse.
ps - lynn I like your little picture that says what matters most is how you see yourself xD
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