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Originally Posted by opaquemind0
TheB- Thank you. Today was slightly better. I couldn't describe my feelings. I was still a bit wacko today..  I couldn't stop being a foolish person. Nothing was that funny that I had to LOL about, but I over laughed...I'm probably annoying people. I care about what others think, so it brings me down when I think about this.
Squaw- Thank you too! I talked to my c. today. I'll talk to him soon, maybe Monday..I'll try to talk about my recent moodyness. I think that I'm doing the same things and I get the same feelings daily, but recently, these feelings have worsened. I'm too crazy, and starting to worsen in depression. I had trig. thoughts too. It wasn't anything to be concerned about I suppose (that's what I think). I won't do anything anyway..
Ugh. I dunno. I feel crappy. The reason why I was seem concerned is bc this happened last year. I don't seem the same and I'm not quite sure why.
Basically, hs can be a toughy...I think it might be a phase but it feels worse right now. |
You sound like a very smart person for starters, and I would like to see this problem resolved soon. I understand HS is very trying, but think about when you are old enough to be out on your own. Will that be easier? You definitely need to see a professional about this and get a handle on what the problem is. You are much too young to be stressing over anything but everyday school problems. I know that may sound foolish, but I know what you are describing is very real to you. Please talk to someone that is willing to listen and actually help you. Take Care of You, for Your Sake... HUGS.......♥