i start out every day as if it was a day with out ever cutting. i try and be positive i dont reflect on negitiveness that has happend to me. the only thing that i wish, i mean truley wish has nothing to do with si. its the day sometime when i look at myself in the mirrior and say "i love you" i cant do that. i cant do that because ive been raped many times. and no thats not the reason i cut.