(((((((Rainbow)))))))
Yes, you ARE brave!! If you have the courage to bring this up with your t, what you find out will most likely be helpful to many here on the board! If you feel too ashamed to say the words, how about writing it down and handing her the piece of paper? You could even ask her if she would be willing to turn her back to you and read it and not look at you. I did that once with my t.
Try not to be scared. These t's have heard it all.
What time is your appt?
I'll be thinking of you.