I cant get out of this funk... its like I have no drive or ethusiasm for anything. including my children, my husband and my job. whats wrong with me and how can I fix it?? I drink red bulls at work and still get nothing done. Im afraid Im going to lose my job and my children are going to think their mom has mentally left for good. I'm just really not happy but I'm not depressed I dont think either... I'm just here physically I guess. I am on Geodon and Prozac btw... I sit at work in front of the computer and just gaze off into space... and at home I sit in front of the tv and do the same.. i do get the kids in the bath and fed (i dont cook though) and honestly I dont do the housework either. my mother-in-law lives with us right now so she does all cooking and cleaning THANK GOD! otherwise it wouldnt get done... and in my head I think I would be a good stay at home mom cooking cleaning and baking but in reality I would just sit sit sit... is this how its going to be the rest of my life????? are we destined to be space cadets or what? I feel hopeless but cant really talk to my husband or let him know I do nothing all day at work because I work for his father and he would be pissed if he knew I was wasting his dads money. Plus he thinks mostly its "all in your head". I did quit smoking and am trying to cut back from drinking too but the only time I feel really alive is when I do have a few drinks in me. of course then I am usually pissed at the world and letting it all out... blah... sorry i am rambling... whats your suggestions for getting out of the funk? vitamins? anything?