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Originally Posted by loser37
I give up I cut today after a month of not doing it I feel like a failure Did not cut bad but I give up on ever stopping cutting do not do it offten i JUST wished I had the courage to just end it all by cutting deep and bleeding out because i do not see and end to cutting but being dead and gone would end the misery of cutting
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Not cutting for a month is awesome
Its really hard to stop, especially for that long.
Don't give up on ever stopping! You can stop! I know what I say doesn't mean much right now. But I want you to try to listen carefully anyway.
You say you wish you had the courage to "end it all". Stopping for a month proves you have courage. Courage to keep living. I know the feeling of choosing between cutting or suicide. Its a really scary place mentally and its hard to get out of. But you can get out of it and feel better. I've felt that more times than I want to remember but I'm alot better now. I haven't cut in 6 months and I rarely think about hurting myself anymore. If I can do it you can.
It took alot of times of cutting again and trying to stop again before I even got to not cutting for a month. It happens. I promise it gets easier.
I want you to PM me whenever you want to hurt yourself. Obviously you don't have to if you don't want to, but I want you to atleast try talking about the urges to hurt yourself or why you want to hurt yourself before you do. If you're not comfortable with that its ok. Just know
I'm here if you need to talk
