Hi curses123,
I've read you posts. You've certainly had some struggles.

You haven't responded to any of the questions that people asked...none that I've seen, anyway. I am curious if you have ever with with a T? Have any of your family members worked with a T, to deal with their reactions to their sister/s dying?
I have lost many family members as I've grown. Some deaths have been extremely traumatic for me, others have barely affected me. Each death has it's own impact on me ~ depending upon where we were in our relationship, how I was feeling when it occurred, others' reactions to the death, and my general sense of life in that time period. Since there are so many variables, it's pretty tough to predict (or expect) accurate reactions of myself.
I am unsure if I have covered any of the worries or major stresses in your life. Your posts have been rather brief and difficult to
for me to interpret. Would you mind posting more specific thoughts and feelings? I get a little mixed up with words, which is why I need less vague descriptions of ideas.
Please do write back ~ I'll check back soon. You aren't alone. People do care and seek to help those in desperation of an understanding ear, a hug, etc. I know that I do

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