Second day without an anti-depressant and feeling even better! I can't believe how normal I feel. Not hypomanic, not depressed. Just good. Like I can handle my life and the future isn't so grim. They say it takes 48 hours for this AD to come out of your system, so I'll know by tomorrow morning if this is just a fluke or if it was actually harming instead of helping.

I slept last night for the first time in weeks without a sleep aid. I'm only on 80mg of Geodon and 125mg of Nuvigil and my thyroid medicine. I may have found the perfect combo. But I keep thinking if I feel this good on so little, maybe I'm recovered and I need nothing. The thought of being med free excites me so much, I'm afraid I might just go for it and get myself into trouble. I'm going to talk about it with the p-doc on Wednesday. I don't think I'll change anything else before then.

to all.