I agree with everyone else...your spouse doesn't have the right to tell you which websites you can or cannot visit. I would understand if you had a gambling problem and were visiting gambling websites and losing money or something serious like that, but you aren't doing anyone any harm by visiting here and venting your frustrations. You aren't using your real name either, so it's not like we even know who your husband is. Like was said above, don't give up so easily! Stick up for your rights...you are an adult and don't deserve to be treated like a child. Hang in there!!!
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From the movie The Hours: "If I were thinking clearly, Leonard, I would tell you that I wrestle alone in the dark, in the deep dark, and that only I can know. Only I can understand my condition. You live with the threat, you tell me you live with the threat of my extinction. Leonard, I live with it too."