I really want to. I want to so bad. But I'm at school so I cant. Finding out that I have to get my review (which will be bad) not only with my adviser (which was going to be bad enough) but also with the program director made my anxiety (what they have a problem with) go sky high. I can't stand it. I just want to do something now that will make it go away. I feel like nothing matters anymore. Nothing.