I'm just wondering how you guys deal with the depression that gets you so low you kind of contemplate sui. I am a very logical person, and I cannot bring myself to actually carry it through (On OD experience was more than a wakeup call for me)

However, can these thoughts still be considered dangerous? How do you get ride of them?
You feel so down, dejected and useless, you know you will not carry out an attempt, but you just reach out for help - you want someone to do something and help you.

Right, so from a health system point of view you may not appear a risk, but does this mean they just ignore you...?