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Hi everybody...I'm new to this site so bare with me. I am a retired state trooper. Everything was going good until February and then something snapped in me. As I am sure that you all understand, it's hard to explain. Anxiety to the max, restlessness, muscle aches, sleeplessness....the whole bit. I have a psychiatrist who is really good and I have a counselor who tries to help but for some reason he hasn't hit on the right topic yet. I joined the Army when I was 18 and shortly after I was forced to shoot a man during a robbery. I was an MP in Texas. It weighs heavy on me still to this day. And during my career as a trooper I have seen every king of death possible and too many. My psychiatrist feels that all of it is catching up with me now. I just wonder if theres an end in sight or if this is the way that I am going to live out the rest of my life. I pray not. Anyone with similar situations or advice, please feel free to contact me. I need all of the help I can get. Thanks.
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