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Originally Posted by Melbadaze
Calista, and have you been able to "let go" or still working on it?
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Still working on it...unless I'm in the F* it zone.Then I tend to push everyone out the door. I was able to let go with my oldest. (Kind of had to since she got married  ) but when she went
away to colledge, I felt something break inside me. It's never been the same. It's ongoing, some days worse than others. I don't like it that, with me, it's an all or nothing thing. I either cannot live w/o someone or I cannot live with them.
That space inside...I still haven't figured it out yet. Sometimes I almost consider it pleasant, or at least fairly comfortable. As long as that space doesn't have left over garbage in it, I'm getting able to deal with it.
Last edited by Anonymous59365; Jul 17, 2010 at 02:13 PM.
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