Day 9

Well, the good thing is we are going to a conference this weekend so we won't be going to partial. The bad thing is we are going to a conference this weekend so we won't be in partial. At least one of us is sui****l right now, with perhaps 2 or 3 being in such pain they don't want to live either. Please pray that we get through the weekend unscathed and safe. We have Partial on Monday again, and then will see if we need to go again, or will be done. I hope we are done, because I am quite behind the 8 ball, and I so need to get things under control here at home. But if not, then I will deal with things as they come. Today was very difficult because of so many being actively sui****l, but believe that as we go on in T we can be safe outside of the hospital setting. More prayers are asked for as well as something encouraging. I have struggled to ask for this because there are so many that need to be encouraged right now. Just know that I wish I could offer hope to others, it just isn't there right now. Thanks for keeping updated. Your reading is inspiring to me.