Trippin2.0 thanks

Innerzone thanks. How did you make it through your husband being away so long? I'm looking at least three months and he has only been gone two weeks. I really feel like I won't make it through it. I don't know how long I can fake it for the kids.
Sorry you didn't get your job. I'm glad you are trying to look at it in a positive way. I also hope you get to feeling better soon. Thanks again for your support.

thinker22 thanks and happy belated birthday to you. Your right about it being hard to put on a smile when I feel so torn up inside. Thanks for your support. The day won't be over soon enough.

I think my son has picked up on my depression and it makes feel guilty that he is worrying about me. He shouldn't have to worry about his mom. I just wish this feeling would go away and I could go back to being semi normal. I'm sorry that I keep going on about how bad I feel. It's just PC is all I have right now. Thanks to everyone for being so great.