well...I hope the change is a good thing....I really need that change....but as you know those chatters in my mind are driving me crazy....and I don't want to let them take over me, so anxiety is popping up....

Job is another thing that makes me worry...then the green card and that's another worrisome on my head....gosh....they need lots of documents....so many things at the same time on my plate....I just need a vacation....go somewhere and not think about anything at all....I wish I could go with him....he's gone this weekend....we had dinner last night....It was awesome....I'm going to write more in my other threat....I need to take things out from my head....

love you all....
Marjan