Hi,
I am new at this forum.
According to my therapist I am 'a little' dissociative (ddnos, not did). It causes me to react strangely or differently in certain situations, but not so that i don't remember my reaction or what I did. I know I react strangely but I cannot interfere, it's like I'm at the background and watch things happening (she takes over), without being able to react.
But it does not feel as if I can speak about 'we'. It's more 'she and i'.
Do you all feel like 'we', as I read in your threads? Or are there also people with ddnos here, with a dissociative disorder that is more internal than external (words of my therapist)? And feel more like 'me and the other part'?
I'm still very confused about it all and would be very glad if anyone could understand this feeling. Thank you.