I'm not sure this is the right place to put this after reading other posts. My wife was diagnosed with MS a few months ago after years of strange numbness events that came and went. She's been fine but four weeks ago we were not going through a good time together and she became extremely tired and one leg is reacting strangely.

I have a problem holding back feelings of despare and futility because of her uncertain future. Every phone call or SMS from her takes on huge importance and depending of content, seriously affects my work and thoughts, given that i can't do anything and the future is uncertain.

We have been married two years and i can't and don't want to imagine the future. I don't want to read internet stuff any more because it just makes me more miserable and don't want to approach a support group for the same reason.

I think that the bad patch in our relationship (focussed around my stepson) triggered this.