I'm holding myself back at this point. I don't want to get hurt so I'm keeping the whole divorce issue in my head. I really don't want a divorce. We have two kids together who are 9 and 7. His sister is pushing him to divorce me telling him that I'm always gonna be the way I am. I'm doing really good since my med changes. She is pissing me off talking about me. I hope he doesn't listen to her.