You are not alone at all koalabb123456. I feel that way a lot. It's the worst thing - trying to explain to people that you are not feeling particularly sad, just... blank. Some days you could tell me that I'd won the lottery or that my town had been hit by a meteorite, I'd just shrug either way.

Like butterflyangel says, I wish I could tell you a special way to feel better. I hope coming here helps you. We are here for you.