you asked a while ago how i felt about our marriage vows. I cried when we got married bc I was so happy. Now, it makes me sad. I feel we didn't get married for the right reasons. We are talking to a T next week. We both aren't happy in our situation but still have very little idea what to do. I don't know if i'm strong enough to give up, but it feels like I might lose it mentally if I don't. He admitted to have never stopped being depressed the entire time I've known him, and that if he was happy during any of it he was able to actually feel happy. He changed his meds again last month and he seems more able to accomplish things (as long as he doesn't have to leave the house) I 'm changing meds this week since I'm starting to sink further. I've been depressed before, but never this bad. So many times I just want to disappear. The idea of continuing and struggling each day feels like too much and totally not worth it. I don't have kids, I have to find a new job since my last one was only temp. I haven't donee anything worthwhile with my life. sh..t sorry guys.. i don't want to upset anyone.